hmm
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
havent written in a while, been busy with uni. Doesnt feel like ive done much tho compared to everyone else.
Went to Thorpe park last Saturday, hopeing to see all the Fright night stuff, but was really disappointed :( got charged an extra £20 on train tickets because i forgot my railcard, eurgh! and the queues in thorpe park were 2 hours each..had to get fast track just to go on 2 rides. Didnt get on Saw or any of the mazes :( was good too see all my friends again tho, ive missed them since im in bournemouth.
Getting bored to bournemouth now.,..it s the same thing over n over again, i miss london, even tho the people there are SO rude! i miss oxford street..i miss all my friends, i miss my old job...still havent found any work...been looking all over shops and handing out CVs but i dont hear anything back.
Things went a bit wrong with my Bf lately...its sorted now, but it made me feel really crappy. I hate rumours and i hate it when guys blame it on girls all the time, its always the girl being moody blah blah blah its never their fault.
and i dont know what degree course to do!I have to choose my pathway in a few weeks and i still have no idea what i want to do ! and comparing my work to everyone elses, i doubt ill even get onto a degree course. i want to try out illustration but my drawing skills are crap, whereas ppl in my group can draw so well.
My sleeping pattern is a mess! i dont seem to want to sleep normally...ive tried but always fucks up after a while. havent been eating properly either, my money plans are all meh.
and ppl here i dont know who to trust., it was so easy back at home coz i had a solid friend group whereas here, gah its really annoying.
Winters here..maybe thats why i feel so miserable..>_< cheer up love
At uni!
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Sitting in my room in Bournemouth now! ive been here for 3 weeks ^_^ started Arts University College at Bournemouth last week. I was so homesick on Monday! It was the first day at uni and it was nerveracking! i was excited yet scared xD Took a while to get used to my group..then i met two people who likes anime! I felt less lonely then ^_^ heh xD
Need to look for a Saturday job now! to use on clothes and drinks lol xD
Results day
Sunday, 23 August 2009
had results day on thursday...it wasnt bad..A B C was expecting worst. im annoying about philosophy tho..i got an E in one of the papers, and that was because i was ill from Download festival.. if i got a high grade in that, i could have got a B =(
Thorpe Park!
Thursday, 20 August 2009
teeheee it was AWESOME! when with my friends, one of them (my 'brother') didnt go tho....'marine training' pleh cant even spare one day to go out with us for one day!
anywayz, it was great fun xD went on aaalll the rollercoasters, went on Saw - The ride- it was sooo good, gotta be my fave ride at the mo, there was some surprises i didnt expect to be there! The adrenalin rush ..wooosh, i love the thrill, on all rollercoasters! shame theyre quite short tho, i think there shuld be a theme park that u sit on and u dont have to get off..like...goes for a ride, and slows down for 10mins and goes in a straight line..for ppl who wanna get off..and those who stay on just goes onto another rollercoaster without having to get up and queue..works in my brain...possibly never in real life..
ANNOYED I couldnt win a large YOSHI plushie! GAH must have w
asted at least a tenner...but in the end my friend's girlfriend helped me win a small yoshi plushie..so =P at least i got one! hahahaaaaa..small...but itd doooo....
OMG went on Stealth..it was a really fast one..goes...something mph whatever dont remember but it went woosh, (ahh how do i rotate the photo! this is not facebook!)
that ride nearly chopped my boyfriend's (well technically fiance) toe off!!! like his foot slid between the gap of the foot thing and the other thing 90 degrees to it...and wen the ride slowed down..the thing came back down..on his foot, like a chopping thing! (u know..like those medieval death sentence where ur head it put in a board and a blade falls down on ur neck- yea it was like that but with toes)...i cryed! i didnt know what was happening! he just looked scared and frantic and i thought his toes were already sliced off!!! luckily he has to take his shoe off but in time before he was TOELESS! hmph..really expected that to happen in something like Saw not Stealth..
really wanna go to thorpe park or alton towers agen...oo maybe wen we have more money i culd take them to Alton towers and stay in a hotel for 2 days coz they have a water park there too..hmmmm thats a thought...i wanna stay on a rollercoaster! i cant get over the thrill its so fun and its so exciting!
im hungry..
Girls girls girls
Sunday, 2 August 2009
eurgh girls are such bitches (well not all but most that i know) i dont even know whos my friend anymore..theyre so two-faced..and bitchy,.. (cant say im not but when u look at it that way..) they talk about ppl behind their backs to you, and u cant help but wonder if they do the same to you....most of my friends are guys now..its so much more relaxing to be with them.. you dont have to worry about what to say to them, and u wont get dirty looks if u say the wrong thing...
Staying at my Bf =D
Friday, 31 July 2009
Yay its our 2 year anniversary on Saturday =D i bought him a jumper and a scarf, and i made him a bunny bag.. xD coz i have one too..but mine is black and red, and his is black and white! ill post a piccy of it later =D
Met his grandparents too, they were really nice, and like me, they take lots of piccies! lol xD my computer is just stuffed with piccies ive taken wherever i go!
Havent posted
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
in AGES! decided to start properly now ^_^ i cant seem to find a blog layout i like...ones i like doesnt have comment links D: ...
So..update in my life... found the perfect summer job! its arty and creative, recycling magazines to make oyster cards and wallets etc.. the employer is uber nice too! time flies past so quickly tho coz we're so busy xD . Unfortunately I have to leave in a month to start Uni in Bournemouth =( although im excited, i feel so comfy working there!
I also finally found a place to live in Bournemouth! One of the girls that showed me around is really nice and talkative so i think ill get along with her! My room is a single bedroom buts its really cute and girly! the wardrobe is really nice actually.. I also have a joint ensuite! Was glad i finally found a place...expecially after i declined one because one of my friends friend was going to go to bournemouth too, was gona find a place with her, but she didnt reply to me for weeks, which was really irritating. and THEN found out she wasnt even going anymore...so much for telling me!
i dont miss sixth form AT ALL! i feel free! i do miss my friends tho, seeing them in the libary...being crazy and hyper..our eventful journeys walking to Tescos for lunch xD Well..im free from the clutches of the evil art teacher..a control freak and an arsehole! I blame him for making me despise art and dread coming in to school to be shouted at and made feeling shit about myself. Feel really bad for my Philosophy teachers tho, i know i did really badly in my A2 exam......well hopefully they wont have a shit student like me next year haha!
Found out more lies by one of my ex-best friend, didnt even realise she started lying to me then too =O im so glad i dont see her anymore, she really did make me angry all the time, as well as flirting with all the guys i liked or even hugged shed jump in and start flirting with the guy...like this one time, was at a house party, and i was with this guy..and she even told me that he told her that he liked me, i turned around for the loo...looked back..and she was on him! Making out with him as soon as i turned my back ..eurgh..anyway..that was a long time ago..but it makes me choose my friends carefully now.
Hmmm.. wat else is on my mind...
oh yeah..dropped my mobile down the toilet on the train to bournemouth...the highlight of the day then...turned around and down it went..screen started flashing and -zoop- it died...
off the eat strawberries now..bi bi! x
