havent written in a while, been busy with uni. Doesnt feel like ive done much tho compared to everyone else.
Went to Thorpe park last Saturday, hopeing to see all the Fright night stuff, but was really disappointed :( got charged an extra £20 on train tickets because i forgot my railcard, eurgh! and the queues in thorpe park were 2 hours each..had to get fast track just to go on 2 rides. Didnt get on Saw or any of the mazes :( was good too see all my friends again tho, ive missed them since im in bournemouth.
Getting bored to bournemouth now.,..it s the same thing over n over again, i miss london, even tho the people there are SO rude! i miss oxford street..i miss all my friends, i miss my old job...still havent found any work...been looking all over shops and handing out CVs but i dont hear anything back.
Things went a bit wrong with my Bf lately...its sorted now, but it made me feel really crappy. I hate rumours and i hate it when guys blame it on girls all the time, its always the girl being moody blah blah blah its never their fault.
and i dont know what degree course to do!I have to choose my pathway in a few weeks and i still have no idea what i want to do ! and comparing my work to everyone elses, i doubt ill even get onto a degree course. i want to try out illustration but my drawing skills are crap, whereas ppl in my group can draw so well.
My sleeping pattern is a mess! i dont seem to want to sleep normally...ive tried but always fucks up after a while. havent been eating properly either, my money plans are all meh.
and ppl here i dont know who to trust., it was so easy back at home coz i had a solid friend group whereas here, gah its really annoying.
Winters here..maybe thats why i feel so miserable..>_< cheer up love